토요일, 11월 03, 2007
Tired.
Listening to: All-4-One [Not Ready for Goodbye]I still cant figure out how on Earth did i board the wrong train yesterday. Darn i must be getting muddle-headed. But i swear it was the usual side that i took from orchard to sembawang normally. So why did i end up at Cityhall?!
It wouldnt have felt so bad if it didnt make me feel as if i did it on purpose. A similar incident previously had already painted me in a bad light. And i definitely didnt want to add fuel to fire. But i just cant shake off the suspicions nagging in my mind, hinting to me that there were obvious doubts about my blunder.
I should be more aware of my own condition.
Oh well, whats done cant be undone.
I shall just have to prevent further incidents from happening again.
Anyway there are 3 people i wanna wish happy birthday to.
2nd Nov - Somebody.
3rd Nov - Raymond (i din remember his birthday of my own accord..it was on frenster) and of cos
허영생~ 영생아, 좋아하니까 생일 너무 축하하고 영원히 예쁘고 즐겁게 살야 돼.. 힘내세요! Minjung told me she likes heechul n jaejoong the other day during tuition. Heh sounds like similar tastes.. Lol.
Hmm. Was asking the people around me recently what was their take on me drinking. Its pretty consistent that people's impression of me usually revolves around being guai. Of cos, i dun deny that. Eh i dun think i can find more than 2 friends around me who has a curfew at night, sleeps not later than 12am everyday, has not stepped into a single pub/club, has only gone overseas with friends once and never drank more than half a beer can. Well there could be more examples but im lazy to think..
The bottomline still stands: I am basically a
law-abiding goody-two-shoes.
Lol. Ok la there's nothing wrong with being guai.
Just dun feel like being THAT guai occasionally. Guess everyone has that defiant streak somewhere in them.
But apparently from all the 'surveys' i conducted, most were supportive of me learning to drink. Ehh to put it more accurately, only one person objected to it. My jie said that i wanted to learn for the wrong reasons so i shouldnt touch alcohol. Actually, i was quite surprised by his reaction. But well the majority still agreed that i should at least learn to drink abit.
However, because of some personal reasons i guess i wun be touching it anytime in the near future.
Im content being my
goody-two-shoes.. Haha.
Sigh i so wanna clear my wardrobe n dump all those stuff i wanted to throw out long ago but im still procrastinating.
인간은 상처 있으면 빨리 낫고 싶다. 똑똑하게 알잖아요.. 나도 인간인데.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 12:05 PM